FILM
I love the films, so I've my favorite DVD. This week I got some new DVD, you know. And I'm watching it.
I watch many times repeatedly. And I found what there's some strange things. Lately I'm watching BATMAN series, and I found some strange things. For example, Riddler, he is fighting when his musk is difference, shifted. I saw the part not made up. It's funny. And I don't know why BATMAN's bottom is close-up. Why? I suspect his bottom is not good. It's not nice. But its close-up when Blues change his suit. It's funny.

CALENDAR
There is the wall calendar in the kitchen's. This calendar is mothers. But it was October 1. I thought today is August 30. But calendar said October... So I checked calendar of my mobile and PC, they said August 30. And I asked my mother, "Why is this October? It's not today. Why?" and mother said "Because it's complicated for me." I don't believe that, I don't understand her act. She is mysterious. I'm convince she is my mother.

THE FIRST TIME









I went to out with Fila today. She was the first time. We had to go the doctor of Fila, because she was vaccinated against. It's the first time for her, but she was meekly. But when we were in the diagnosis room, she was afraid of doctor and nurse. She bristled up, but she didn't browbeat. I think she was afraid of very much! Poor Fila... but she was good girl.
I got a brochure of caccinated. I read it when I found it, I thought this cat seems like Fila. Because you can see that picture, left is brochure cat, right is Fila. Don't you think so?

PLAIT
I wear my hair in plait when I sleep. This morning, I untied it when bunches of my hair fell... I shocked. Maybe Fila. bite it, and cut my hair... unbelievable!

FIND
I'm finding a use for that. I mean spent. I suspect I mustn't spent it, but I don't. I'll spent it. Anyway I'm thinking how to spent.
I suppose I have to spent for live it up for me and run through. But this isn't the first time, experience shows that it's not good idea. So I'm going to buy something. It's the sooner the better.
Something, something... I've a good idea. I think so. I want to buy DVD and comb. I bought DVD by internet shopping today, it's 6 for BATMAN series (forever, & Robin, returns, begins, cat woman) and X-men, Lupin the third, Before sunrise, Before sunset, Amores Perros, Bridget Jones:the edge of reason, and The man in iron mask. Total 13, I bought it. It's good, don't you? And comb, it's too expensive for me, about 10000 yen. But it's very very lovely. I'll buy it tomorrow.
Maybe there will be the money left over. And I'm going to buy game soft or pierced earring.
It's revenge. But this is not the point.

A HALF YEAR
What did I get? What did I lost?
I might have understood myself.
Anyway, I will sleep tight.

UGH!
I got the news from friend at noon. He said "I quit a job, because my company bankruptcy in October". Mmmm, it's bad news. And I got the news from another friend at night. He said "I quit a job, because I want to do another work". Mmmm, is it good news? I don't know. Anyway they gave me the news, it's the same things. However I cannot do something for them. Ah, but I can do it what I listen to their complain. Cheer up!

FUNNY










This Fila. is pretty! Don't you think so? Sometimes she does it what her face is put put and withdrawn from my feet. She wants to play with me, and seems very fun. First I'm fine but she gets excited gradually. And she bite me... but it's okay. There are a lot of wounds on my hands, but it's okay, because she is pretty... like a doting parent.

EFFECT
I went to see the doctor today. I checked my defibrillator. Effect is not good. I mean there is no heart attack. But it's not true. Because my defibrillator knows there are bad irregular pulses. But my defibrillator didn't work because it's not too bad. So I think it's not good. Anyway I hate it. I know what I should understand it and become accustomed. But I want to make a dash for it.

WELL...
I'm going to see the doctor for a checkup my heart today. I hate it... hate it... Anyway I got baton, I try it...

+Color baton+

+What color do you like?
Red and White.
My room is beige and white, and accent is black and red. I feel steady down.

+What color do you dislike?
Fluorescence
It makes me tired.

+What color is your mobile phone?
Pink and Silver.
I don't like this color, I want new mobile.

+What color is your heart?
Marble.
I mean, it's likes marble cake.

+What color ....... I don't know how to say...
Anyway, it's blue, like the ocean.

+Do you prefer who is next?
(red, blue, orange, pink, black, white)
Red is Oscar.
Blue is Kirakira.
Orange is Mahiko.
Pink is Jinjin.
Black is Andrea.
White is Usako.

Well... I have to go the hospital. Ciao!

WANT TO SLEEP
Fila. always want to sleep... like me.

TONGUE
Fila. yawn when tongue out. It's very funny. Another cats also the same? Anyway she is strange cat. But I don't care about it, because she is lovely!

FILM
I love films. Especially I love in the time of medieval in Europe. I think there is the dream. And next, I love in England. There is beautiful. Anyway I watched the film of Ladies in Lavender. It's in England 1936. This story is sad and warm, and Judi Dench is good actoress, anyway I like it.

TALES OF EARTHSEA
I went to the film today. It's Tales of Earthsea. I love Jibri series. But this film was very bad. Because message was good than last time, image and character was too bad. If you don't see it, I don't recommend it. Because I think that is good for you.
Actually I was fighting with boyfriend just before see it. So I didn't have a fun. Ahahaha......

COLD
I caught a cold few days ago. Mostly I catch a cold in July. It was a head cold. But this time, it's a slight fever and loose... When I get stomachanche, I feel get down and my heart is bad. So lately I'm very tired. ugh...

SKYPE
The day before yesterday, I chated with Italian guy. He had good news for me. It's about Skype. I use Skype, it's very convenient for Mac. Actually it didn't video chat, it's not good. But Mac user can to use video chat on Skype. It's first time for Mac. Mac have iChat, video chat is okay, but only Mac. And MSN and Yahoo! doesn't work video. So Skype is first. It's good news for me! Thanks Andrea.

PLAN
My boyfriend and I have a plan of trip. Because we want to feel forest. I know my house is not heart of Tokyo, there is in country. But we want to feel. Howevery we don't find out good plan... umm... it's hard.

STRANGE
Fila. is strange. I knew that, but... this photo is very strange, don't you think so? She is like a human. I hope she will become like a cat!

TIME
Time dragged on me like a smoke. "You never know what you can do till you try." That's right.

BIRTHDAY AND BIRTHDAY
It's birthday of friend and friend. He is the same age with me, always good for me. Thank you so much. And he is 44 years old, pastor, always kindly for me. Thank you so much.
It's nice day!

AFTER ALL
I'm sad, because my boyfriend told his parents about me, and their attitude to me is bad. I knew that. I'm physically, I've heart disease and had heart attack sometimes. I'm not ordinary person. And I cannot to wark now, I cannot to go out because it's too hot in Tokyo, I cannot to swim, I cannot to have baby... So his parents objected about us, I think it's normal but I'm sad. I hope my friends understand by me. It's good only friends. I pray ernestly that.

BIRTHDAY
I thought it's birthday of friend. So I called her, but it was mistake... because it's not her birthday! ahaha....ahaha....

WARMTH
Rainny season is finished, but tokyo is very cold! But my heart is very very warm. Because my boyfriend said "I want to live longer than you" I know that it's very hard if lover died on me. I mean lover is my brothers and Doppio. They died on me. It was very hard for me. So I don't want you feel painful. And I'm complex but it's a lovely thing. Thanks my darlin'.